ONCE UPON A TIME ! open

[B L i S S]

BLiSS !

♦ the girl wasn't in the mood for anything. in fact she was still smarting a little from her re- evaluation of her life. she knew she shouldn't have done it but she had anyway. and now she was hurting from it. that was bad for anyone tried to talk to her. she would most likely snap on whoever it was and they wouldn't be all to happy. she smirked slightly to herself. this didn't make her feel any better but at least it was slightly deserted. or at least for now it was. and she hoped it stayed that way. if it didn't than she would just make any person sorry for disturbing her.

♦ if life really sucked that bad why did she bother living it. to be honest she didn't know. but she didn't want it to end just yet. that did not sound like fun to her. walking toward the beach she decided that a tree would better suit her purpose. sinking down the trunk, she closed her eyes, and hugged her knees. she was stupid. life was stupid. everything was stupid. that's all she could tell you at the moment. everything was stupid. including her, even though saying that was even stupider. but she couldn't help herself. what the hell was wrong with her. but why even bother asking that question. the answer was everything.

♦ a sigh escaped her throat. and she resisted the urge to scream for about two seconds. "why is my life so fucked up?" she muttered. it was better than screaming at the top of her lungs, in fact it was way better. though she would have rather screamed. but you know she would take what she could get. and that was what she could get right now. she didn't want anything alerted to her presence here. this was her alone spot. or at least it was for now.

♦ with another sigh, bliss hefted herself to her feet, and took off for the beach again. the swimming beach. when she got there she kicked off her shoes and waded into the water, until was half way to her knees. a shiver racked her body. the night air was cool and that made the water all the more cold. she didn't care though. she could deal. she frowned to herself. maybe she needed a distraction, but where would she get one of those. that she wasn't sure.


not quite paradise

complete | incomplete
word count ! 451
muse ! pretty good. maybe 91.5 %
the notes ! it's really not all that good. they'll be better.

[is.a.bella`]

Isabella found herself wandering about town...again. But this time it was toward the beach, where it seemed most humans were. This wasn't such a great idea, seeing as to which Isabella wasn't a people person. She scowled lightly at those around her, defenseless...weak... human she thought to herself, feeling their brittle bones and hearing their beating hearts. It was almost hard to believe that she was once human, less than a year. She disliked humans so much, but never as much as Feli and Cani; the very thing she was made to destroy. If not for them, she'd still be human. Isn't that reason enough to hate them to no extent? Isabella thought it was. And that was good enough for her. If anyone debated against it, she'd most likely break one of their bones... maybe their neck. Isabella wasn't a fan of people who whined or made point less rambles. Though she was a viction of such every once in a while. Yes, what a hypocrite.

She slipped off her black flip flops when she reached the swimming wade and let the rubber hit the sand as she walked on. the sand was warm under her feet and it scratched her tender skin as she stepped closer to the ocean. As she neared the sand changed texture and it scratched a little less, but her foot sunk in deeper and it become colder. She bit down on her tongue lightly and and marched on, stripped herself off the zip up hoodie she had on and just before she reached the end of the waves, she slipped off the denim skirt that clung to her hips. Yes, now isabella was in her underwear and shirt only. But you didn't catch her for a second later, she dove into the cold water.

The sudden impulse for her to get into the water was intense. So, being isabella, she didn't think twice about it and got in. And stayed under for much longer than a human. But there was no one paying note to her to notice, at least, the humans weren't. Which they never really were paying much attention to what was around them. Isabella became more disgusted by this, people not paying attention to what was around them. Isabella pushed away most of the thoughts of dislike and swam away from the surface, but when she started to wander too far, she veered away from the deep ocean. Then she finally resurfaced; the cold of the water totally forgotten now, as she scanned the few lifes around her, making sure someone wasn't panicing about the stranger who dove in and stayed under for a minute or more.

So, it wasn't exactly the record for breath holding, but most humans didn't reach sixty seconds, though it seemed really short. She brought herself closer to the shore, hugging the sand and laying on her back, letting herself float, feeling the sand on the small of her back as she closed her eyes and absorbed the warmth of the sun through the water.